Today

So as you can see, my first and last post was on August 1...it is now September 23 and I am not any skinner. I thought about it and even considered erasing that post and deleting this blog so I could start "fresh" but I need the reminder and to be accountable. I think back on the last 6 weeks and how by now I could have lost 10 pounds or more, if only I had kept it up. Why is it so hard to lose weight? How can I have gained roughly five pounds in the last 6 weeks but those five pounds can take FOREVER and much STRUGGLE to get rid of?

I am 26 years old. What am I waiting for? So I can be 40 years old and still be having the same struggles? Still telling myself that "I will start tomorrow" or "I will eat like crazy this week, because I am going to start on Monday" the excuse list is never ending.

So no more tomorrows, I joined weight watchers (again-for the 5th time) TODAY! You might be wondering why I am joining after 4 failures but honestly this program WORKS-I have been the one to stop working at it and therefore failing. I also need the help=I need the acountability, I need the encouragement that WW gives, I need that stinking 5 pound star sticker. Those things may sound small, but for someone like me I gotta have them.

So here we go, another day but at least TODAY I took a step in the right direction.

WW weigh in weight today 200.4.